Last summer I found myself overweight, sick, and tired. It was to no fault but my own. Shift work on the graveyard shift, eating poorly, exercising little, and depression just spiraled me downward until I crashed. I am also a volunteer firefighter and one of the few females in my department. I was struggling to keep up with the guys and had spent countless hours and money at the chain gyms with no results and just a greater sense of frustration and unhappiness.
In June 2010 I was introduced to CrossFit. I signed up for the OnRamp class at CrossFit Stamford and wondered what I had just gotten myself in to. OLY (olympic) style lifting, conditioning and endurance training? Was I signing up for bootcamp or to a gym? When I first walked through the doors I was not sure if I had made the right decision. Was this really for me? Can I really do this? What about my bad shoulder and knee? What if I can’t keep up? What did I really have to lose but some wasted time if it was not for me? I did my 9 OnRamp classes with Kristie, Andy, and Kevin, and found that with each class I went to, I was looking forward to the next one even more. Even when I found I could barely move the next day, I couldn’t wait to go back.
Every day is something different. Every class you learn to push yourself a little harder. I learned that it is not what everyone else is doing, but what I can do today. Right here and right now. Sure we all do the same WOD (workout of the day), but the only person I am competing against is myself.
The people I have met at CrossFit have become family and friends, mentors and adversaries, cheerleaders when you feel like you have nothing left to give, and fierce competitors when you need to step up your game. We all come from different backgrounds, ages, and abilities, and we all do it together. When I went for my yearly physical to be a volunteer firefighter in October, I had lost 15lbs from last years physical, doubled my reps in push ups, sit ups, and leg extensions, and increased my flexibility. My heart rate went from 76 to 60bpm for resting and my blood pressure had dropped from 116/82 to 96/60. I no longer wear a knee brace and my shoulder is getting much stronger. At 31 years old I am getting back to the shape I was in when I was a rower in college. Better even. I started following the Paleo diet more strictly and the weight has just been dropping.
Now, in January 2011, I have lost a total of 30lbs, dropped 3 pant sizes, my acne and my allergies have improved, I am sleeping better, am happier, and my body is still changing. I have not bulked up, as many women fear, but I have toned up, slimmed down, have become much stronger and more confident in myself, in my abilities at the gym, as a firefighter, and in my life as a whole.
As we celebrate the beginning of 2011 and everyone is making their ‘resolutions,’ what will yours be? Mine is to push harder every workout, to reach further within myself for that little extra effort, and to be better than I was the day before. Yours should be to try CrossFit. If you are reading this then you are off to a good start. I promise you, it will be the best decision you ever made. It definitely was for me.